Ravings

Friday, February 24, 2006

blogging has been a disaster. there are times when i think of removing the ol' blog. but then i realise, ohmygod, cant happen. like everything this has to come to an end too. its hard to acknowledge. this fact. It's weird!
i ve so much in me. so much rage and hurt and love. i cant possibily evolve in a day or a week or even a year. my biggest mistake: giving everything away to anyone who feigned interest and offection. i don't know whats the point of view of others:\ of everything? i mean, just when you think okay, the meaning of this this this stuff is this. it turns you infront of a totally outrageous situation. how adorable?

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Its valentine's day. What a waste!!!

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

First things first, i was in murree. We five had the time of our life in 2 day. The difference this time around was the weather. You should expect freezing cold in February but it wasn't. Strange na. believe me,it use to be so cold you could not feel your own hands but nothing like that happened not even the famous cold murree wind.

we rented a local hotel near mall road and went to mall road without wasting much time finding the mall road blocked by Shia's jaloos. so we took a hike towards pindi point. After coming from there we were just hanging on mall till 11 pm i think, which means walking for 5 hours straight. Sigh!

Next day we left for Ayubia and had a great time there for almost full day. in evening we all left for peshawar. we didn't take any pictures with digital camera. i didn't eat anything properly 2 days. just didn't feel like. Other than that.ever felt like the worlds crashing?! its as if you feel left out even with alot of people around?! ermmm, i dunno. i'm just bottled uup.

Things i learned at the trip.

1. i can go crazy anytime.
2. my sixth sense still works.
3. winter or summer, murree will stay the same. with people with those metal glasses and
tight pants.

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

RANG DE BASANTI

What is it about these boys that make them have no fear? I think sometimes a person can be pushed so far that they reach a place beyond fear. A place where you find strange peace, where you free yourself to do the right thing, because sometimes that's the hardest thing to do!

I always believed there were two kinds of men in this world, man who go to their death screaming, a man who go to their death in silence, and then I met the third kind...
(Rang de Basanti- 2006)

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Hahahaha, Pakistan kicked Indian ass today in style. Great performance after being 39/6. Kamran Akmal and Mohammad Asif are certainly the guys to watch for the future.

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

I want more RAM, atleast 256 MB as soon as possible.

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... someday you will.

- Lester Burnham(Kevin Spaecy), American Beauty (1999)

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Someone's dreams shattered yesterday and this time sadly it was my own cousin. All he was upto was an image of myself what I planned for myself in my past. So near yet so far, he got screwed at the final stages.
Sigh! He might be on the verge of emotional breakdown. I feel as if he is in prepetual state of mourning. Life brings complications, and in our case they come often. So we need to take 'em and work through them. Its not that easy but there isn't any second choice either.

And yes its time for a new template.

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Bajay pyar ki shabnam mere gulistan main
Barastay rehtay hain har simth mout ke saaye
Siyhiyoon se uljh parti hain meri aankhein
Koi nahin, koi bhi nahin jo batlay main kitni deer ujaloon ki rah dekhoon ga
Koi nahin, hai koi bhi nahin, na paas na door
Ek yaad hai, dil ki dhadkan, apni chahat ka jo elaan kiye jaati hai
Zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai
Khoon ke ghoot piye jaati hai
Khwaab kaanton se siye jaati hai..

Ab na koi paas hai phir bhi ehsaas hai
Siyahiyoon main uljhi pari jeenay ki ek aas hai
Yaadoon ka jungle yeh dil
Kaantoon se jal thal yeh dil..
Chubtay kaantay yaadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
Girti deewaroon ke aanchal main zinda hoon.

Yeh hai meri kahani- Strings!

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Monday, January 16, 2006

ZINDA

How would someone fell if he being locked in a room for 14 years, yes that's right 14 damn
years with no known reason. This could make anybody nuts and the person guilty of doing such
a deed might be psycho aswell.
Dark, gripping, shocking, exciting, tragic are some of the words which will be able to describe Zinda. Everything is of shades of darkness, black walls, black bed sheet, black pillow cover, black crockery and black uniform. Sanjay's dark look is also awesome.
Music is the other big plus, especially "Yeh hai meri kahani" by Strings. Anwar maqsood wrote some very powerful lyrics. I do believe that Pakistani artists can make much better music then the Indian and i think they also realize that now which is why there are so many Pakistanis composing and singing for Indian movies.
All in all Zinda is the first big movie of the year for me. Thumbs up for the makers.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Bakras'n'Dunbas, the stinky bakras'n'dunbas with their english i mean bhaaa bha..., finally eid has come with all those dirty, filty mess on the streets.
As I've grown older, and the spirit of 'YAY, its Eid!' has turned more into 'Damn, its Eid' , I've come to see Eid as more of a trial in God's court than a celebration.
This Eid also has been the same way it has been for many Years. Namaz, sacrifice. we are doing 2goats so their chopping/cutting all day long. And then meeting guests which can last for a long while.
Sigh!

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Monday, January 09, 2006

Happy Birthday Bloggy

I just had a sudden afterthought that this was the same month I first started blogging in,
and a glance in the archives later, I've realized: It's been a whole year of blogging.

One whole year? Seriously? Are you sure? Let me check the archives again.

Wow. It is one whole year. This day last year, i was begging to enter the world of blogging.
During this time I've been through some very rough times and good times as well, but i am
still wondering how fast this year has gone by.
One year later, and I still like to blog and hopefully will continue to do so as long as i can and enjoy it. So to a new beginning of 2nd year, I say. Forward, hi ho, sailor.

To a better year of blogging.

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