Ravings: July 2005

Friday, July 29, 2005

baby i don't understand
why we can't just hold on to each others hand
this time will be the last i fear
unless i make it all too clear
i need you so

take these broken wings
and learn to fly again
and learn to live so free
and when hear the voices sing
the book of love will open up
and let us in

baby i think tonight
we can take what was wrong
and make it right
i need you so

baby its all i know
your half of the flesh
and blood that makws me whole
i need you so

Broken Wings- Mr. Mister

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Bad day.
Someone's dreams shatter right in front of my eyes and i just wonder whether this is all what life has to offer.
Nerves have been on the edge all day. I jumped out of my skin twice.

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

"Da Vinci Code", i want this book right now. Search for this book starts tomorrow.
Template Changed. I worked so hard on editing this one and its the best one i got so far.

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

I just need to let go of all the pent up anger that keeps building in me day by day. I will just avoid everything now - especially all the people and their fucked up philosophies and hypocritical attitudes that piss me off. All this isn't good for me mentally, and its been happening for quite some time now. Won't give a damn about it from now on!

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Sometimes I wonder, just because Dad lets me lead my own life, and never says no to anything I ask for, does that make him a negligent father who isn't obsessing over what his boy is doing every minute of the day and with who? Giving me all that independence hasn't screwed with my head, infact I've learnt to stay in line, never ask for anything unreasonable, and remain the limits I set for myself. Its not like he's totally unconcerned, infact, quite the opposite. But when i see all these obsessing parents, it makes me wonder whats wrong; and is it with me or them?

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Is happiness dependent on other people? To be more specific, is it dependent on being with another person? I am the last person on earth to answer this question. I've been single, happily single, all my life. But the above generalization is something I feel that my generation, which I am not very proud of infact, not proud of at all, is making their manifesto.

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Where was i gone? well its been a long time since i posted on blogs. 1st of all my Pc wasn't working properly and that fault in the submarine cable has ruined all the fun of net surfing. Hah what a fuck load of a country this is, i use to say Pakistan Zindabad but according to someone "Pakistan se zinda bhaag" is appropriate. Sigh, Sidra's blog becoming a bit boring these days while that gay "Jan" is as funny as ever. Fuckin U.S. i wonder how quickly it changes the personality of a person completely. it just amazes me so much and "what amazes you also attracts you".
Anyhow things are going steady in life nothin special while i want some excitement in life. The life i have been living so far is just not of my type. I want money a lot of 'em. it would have been great if i was a son of a billionair or a business tycoon. Sometimes i feel i born in a wrong place, with my mentality i surly doesn't belong to Peshawar but more likely to U.S. or U.K. But GOD knows all his doings better, he must have a strong reason to chose this life style for me.
This post has been really weird but i can come up with something like this, hopefully i will blog more properly later.

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