I want more RAM, atleast 256 MB as soon as possible.
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... someday you will.
- Lester Burnham(Kevin Spaecy), American Beauty (1999)
- Lester Burnham(Kevin Spaecy), American Beauty (1999)
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Someone's dreams shattered yesterday and this time sadly it was my own cousin. All he was upto was an image of myself what I planned for myself in my past. So near yet so far, he got screwed at the final stages.
Sigh! He might be on the verge of emotional breakdown. I feel as if he is in prepetual state of mourning. Life brings complications, and in our case they come often. So we need to take 'em and work through them. Its not that easy but there isn't any second choice either.
And yes its time for a new template.
Sigh! He might be on the verge of emotional breakdown. I feel as if he is in prepetual state of mourning. Life brings complications, and in our case they come often. So we need to take 'em and work through them. Its not that easy but there isn't any second choice either.
And yes its time for a new template.
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Bajay pyar ki shabnam mere gulistan main
Barastay rehtay hain har simth mout ke saaye
Siyhiyoon se uljh parti hain meri aankhein
Koi nahin, koi bhi nahin jo batlay main kitni deer ujaloon ki rah dekhoon ga
Koi nahin, hai koi bhi nahin, na paas na door
Ek yaad hai, dil ki dhadkan, apni chahat ka jo elaan kiye jaati hai
Zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai
Khoon ke ghoot piye jaati hai
Khwaab kaanton se siye jaati hai..
Ab na koi paas hai phir bhi ehsaas hai
Siyahiyoon main uljhi pari jeenay ki ek aas hai
Yaadoon ka jungle yeh dil
Kaantoon se jal thal yeh dil..
Chubtay kaantay yaadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
Girti deewaroon ke aanchal main zinda hoon.
Yeh hai meri kahani- Strings!
Barastay rehtay hain har simth mout ke saaye
Siyhiyoon se uljh parti hain meri aankhein
Koi nahin, koi bhi nahin jo batlay main kitni deer ujaloon ki rah dekhoon ga
Koi nahin, hai koi bhi nahin, na paas na door
Ek yaad hai, dil ki dhadkan, apni chahat ka jo elaan kiye jaati hai
Zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai
Khoon ke ghoot piye jaati hai
Khwaab kaanton se siye jaati hai..
Ab na koi paas hai phir bhi ehsaas hai
Siyahiyoon main uljhi pari jeenay ki ek aas hai
Yaadoon ka jungle yeh dil
Kaantoon se jal thal yeh dil..
Chubtay kaantay yaadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
Girti deewaroon ke aanchal main zinda hoon.
Yeh hai meri kahani- Strings!
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Monday, January 16, 2006
ZINDA
How would someone fell if he being locked in a room for 14 years, yes that's right 14 damn
years with no known reason. This could make anybody nuts and the person guilty of doing such
a deed might be psycho aswell.
Dark, gripping, shocking, exciting, tragic are some of the words which will be able to describe Zinda. Everything is of shades of darkness, black walls, black bed sheet, black pillow cover, black crockery and black uniform. Sanjay's dark look is also awesome.
Music is the other big plus, especially "Yeh hai meri kahani" by Strings. Anwar maqsood wrote some very powerful lyrics. I do believe that Pakistani artists can make much better music then the Indian and i think they also realize that now which is why there are so many Pakistanis composing and singing for Indian movies.
All in all Zinda is the first big movie of the year for me. Thumbs up for the makers.
years with no known reason. This could make anybody nuts and the person guilty of doing such
a deed might be psycho aswell.
Dark, gripping, shocking, exciting, tragic are some of the words which will be able to describe Zinda. Everything is of shades of darkness, black walls, black bed sheet, black pillow cover, black crockery and black uniform. Sanjay's dark look is also awesome.
Music is the other big plus, especially "Yeh hai meri kahani" by Strings. Anwar maqsood wrote some very powerful lyrics. I do believe that Pakistani artists can make much better music then the Indian and i think they also realize that now which is why there are so many Pakistanis composing and singing for Indian movies.
All in all Zinda is the first big movie of the year for me. Thumbs up for the makers.
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Bakras'n'Dunbas, the stinky bakras'n'dunbas with their english i mean bhaaa bha..., finally eid has come with all those dirty, filty mess on the streets.
As I've grown older, and the spirit of 'YAY, its Eid!' has turned more into 'Damn, its Eid' , I've come to see Eid as more of a trial in God's court than a celebration.
This Eid also has been the same way it has been for many Years. Namaz, sacrifice. we are doing 2goats so their chopping/cutting all day long. And then meeting guests which can last for a long while.
Sigh!
As I've grown older, and the spirit of 'YAY, its Eid!' has turned more into 'Damn, its Eid' , I've come to see Eid as more of a trial in God's court than a celebration.
This Eid also has been the same way it has been for many Years. Namaz, sacrifice. we are doing 2goats so their chopping/cutting all day long. And then meeting guests which can last for a long while.
Sigh!
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Monday, January 09, 2006
Happy Birthday Bloggy
I just had a sudden afterthought that this was the same month I first started blogging in,
and a glance in the archives later, I've realized: It's been a whole year of blogging.
One whole year? Seriously? Are you sure? Let me check the archives again.
Wow. It is one whole year. This day last year, i was begging to enter the world of blogging.
During this time I've been through some very rough times and good times as well, but i am
still wondering how fast this year has gone by.
One year later, and I still like to blog and hopefully will continue to do so as long as i can and enjoy it. So to a new beginning of 2nd year, I say. Forward, hi ho, sailor.
To a better year of blogging.
and a glance in the archives later, I've realized: It's been a whole year of blogging.
One whole year? Seriously? Are you sure? Let me check the archives again.
Wow. It is one whole year. This day last year, i was begging to enter the world of blogging.
During this time I've been through some very rough times and good times as well, but i am
still wondering how fast this year has gone by.
One year later, and I still like to blog and hopefully will continue to do so as long as i can and enjoy it. So to a new beginning of 2nd year, I say. Forward, hi ho, sailor.
To a better year of blogging.
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
The badest thing 'bout these winter is that i have become lazy. Not that i wasn't before
the winter but my rank went up in this winter. i sleep at 5/6 am and wake up at 4 in the
afternoon which has disturbed the whole routine of waking up in the morning. But with the Eid coming up i think I'll get myself back on track.
the winter but my rank went up in this winter. i sleep at 5/6 am and wake up at 4 in the
afternoon which has disturbed the whole routine of waking up in the morning. But with the Eid coming up i think I'll get myself back on track.
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
One of the best ways to feel better is to get rid of excess baggage. Which is probably why I am planning to go to the salon tomorrow, and ask my hairdresser to chop off my hair.
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Monday, January 02, 2006
The Weather
Today was the perfect weather. Its been raining today. Winter rains always pleases me. The
only thing not good about winters are the short days other than that i really enjoy this
oranges and greenery season.
I use to love Winters. I mean LOVE winters. Winters are perfect weather to fall in love. Atleast for me. Though the rest of the world might think spring is romantic- I beg to differ.
only thing not good about winters are the short days other than that i really enjoy this
oranges and greenery season.
I use to love Winters. I mean LOVE winters. Winters are perfect weather to fall in love. Atleast for me. Though the rest of the world might think spring is romantic- I beg to differ.
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
New Years Resolutions
Develop an attitude ... so that you are not taken for granted.
Do your daily work ... as in get up, brush teeth, clean yourself.
Lunch time means lunch time, Not brunch time!
Never trust movie promos.
Pray more.
Do your daily work ... as in get up, brush teeth, clean yourself.
Lunch time means lunch time, Not brunch time!
Never trust movie promos.
Pray more.