I fucking need to trade lives with someone right here and right now. I don't want to be the person i am right now. I don't want the fucking problems i have right now and I don't want the stress that i have been taking in for the past few months. I need to get away from a lot of people. And stay closer to the ones that actually make me happy. I no longer believe i'm a good person. I have to change my principles and beliefs regarding how i should live life and treat others. This year has to be the most fucking shittiest in my life and for reasons more then one. Never, ever, ever again will I let loyalty come between what is right and what is wrong. Let's just hope i can undo that mistake. Though even if I do, it'll never stop eating my up from the inside.
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